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i last updated 84 weeks ago... [21 Jun 2007|12:26pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | andrews cd ] so being back here is wierd... but i was using the bullitons on myspace to blog...which is no good... soo... IM BACK this whole things weird...i read my most recent entry like the one right before this...and its just wierd... i talk about andrew and how i miss him...and miss hanging out with all those people... a lot has happened... we all lost contact...except for shelb who i talk to infrequently... as for andrew...last friday he killed himself.. and i went to his funeral yesterday.. a lot of people showed up which was nice.. they made cd's with his favorite music...which only makes sense.. hmm...whatelse is different...i dont talk to betty at all anymore... shes overly a pothead.. to the point where shes tryin to get a hold of some and smoke on her breaks from rehab who does that? its not very smart.. anyways... ill probably post more frequently here... cause i still need and outlet... and i dont have anyone anymore... not even chris... mr. booth. and as for people who actually cared bout my bullitons on myspace...well they can either find this...or just be left in the darkk.... like any one was reading them anyways >.< <333 2 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

the low fuel lights been on for days...it doesnt mean anything. [05 Nov 2005|02:38pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | you got it bad ] ok. first...my aim has a killer virus so if you see me online dont IM me because it shuts down as soon as you do and then i dont have a chance to see wtf is goin on with it. i have one phone line. 755-2495. call if you feel the need. if it's busy. dont fear. try again. i have dial up again. and i dont have the password. so when my mom fucks up and leave the icon on the toolbar i can get on. thats about it. im sick. and bored. i have the house to myslef today. and tonight. and im taking advantage of it. if i can. i need a ciggerette. i hate loosing contact with people. it hurts. even more then that i hate when i get contact with them again...and they've changed completely into comething you hate. something completely different...opposite of who they were. cough cough. cory. dom. just...people. hmmp. i miss andrew. im afraid to call him. cause it might be the same with him. whatever. i miss hanging out, him shelby eric me. fun. i just miss. i dunno. dont harass me. im not in the mood. leave happy comments. or dont leave any. 10 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

highlighted sentences.... [14 Jul 2005|11:37am] [ mood | wow ] [ music | existensialism on prom night ] When the sun came up We were sleeping in. Sunk inside our blankets Sprawled across the bed And we were dreaming. There were moments when When i know it and The world revolves around us. And we're keeping it Keep it all going This delicate balance Vulnerable, all i know is sing like you think no ones listening you would kill for this just a little bit just a little bit you would kill for this sing like you think no ones listening you would kill for this just a little bit just a little bit you would...you would... sing me something soft sad and delicate or loud and out of key sing me anything we're glad for what we got done with what we lost out whole lives laid out right in front of us sing like you think no one's listening you would kill for this just a little bit just a little bit you would, you would sing like you think no one's listening you would kill for this just a little bit just a little bit you would... sing me something soft sad and delicate or loud and out of key sing me anything 11 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

fsdkkdfkljlkdsfa [11 Jul 2005|04:59pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | slow motion ] she is so cheap. she acts like the depression is coming back. im leaving. im just ganna be gone. im tired. she takes my money to do stupid things for herself. then yells at me when i ask her to spend ANYTHING on me. and of course she wont let me use my own money. because she uses that for her. i hate her. i hateeee. fsdjkllkfdsklj im ganna be gone i swear...i do better on my own. with all MY money. i just earned 150 dollars doing the most boring work in the world. how much do i see of it. 75 and i havent even seen it yet. bull-fucking-shit 6 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

you should see my scars... [07 Jul 2005|05:47pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | bleed like me ] ( to a dumb wanna-be everything ) he started it up again...i was so calm..i gave up...i was like whatever...but that bitch has more then even three fucking faces....it's so wrong... im so tired of his aim to hurt her. that's all he does...like he is programed...   something that sick and sad and discusting should NOT exist.   haha...my icon reminds me of this. betty you may steal it...you deserve it more then me. 11 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

crack song haha [26 Jun 2005|06:30pm] [ mood | he was supposed to be here @3 ] [ music | comfortably numb ] Hello. Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone home? Come on, now. I hear you’re feeling down. Well I can ease your pain, Get you on your feet again. Relax. I need some information first. Just the basic facts: Can you show me where it hurts? There is no pain, you are receding. A distant ship’s smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves. Your lips move but I can’t hear what you’re sayin’. When I was a child I had a fever. My hands felt just like two balloons. Now I got that feeling once again. I can’t explain, you would not understand. This is not how I am. I have become comfortably numb. Ok. Just a little pinprick. [ping] There’ll be no more --aaaaaahhhhh! But you may feel a little sick. Can you stand up? I do believe it’s working. good. That’ll keep you going for the show. Come on it’s time to go. There is no pain, you are receding. A distant ship’s smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves. Your lips move but I can’t hear what you’re sayin’. When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse, Out of the corner of my eye. I turned to look but it was gone. I cannot put my finger on it now. The child is grown, the dream is gone. I have become comfortably numb. 11 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

discovery science... [15 Jun 2005|01:07am] [ mood | wow... ] [ music | wow.. ] we are made of *startdust* we are *children of stardust* we are *the stardust generation* 15 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

hajha [25 May 2005|05:16pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | you don't know how it feels ] ( haha ) 5 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

id drive staight off the edge [02 May 2005|04:55pm] [ mood | blank ] so this is how it feels to be dead in your own flesh. 7 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

little debby >. [29 Apr 2005|06:43am] [ mood | pms? ] [ music | modulation ] i hate how he can turn shit like this around and make it seem to everyone like I started it. he called me. i said don't start shit with me and i won't with you. he started shit. he brought betty into it by using her the threaten me. and. he brought my mom into this by IMing me like that in the first place. I WAS IDOL. MEANING. NOT THERE. it just makes me so angry. how im the onoly one who tells him he sucks and why. and where. and how long. and such. BUT everyone says it behind his back. just no one but me to his face. grrr well not everyone. but a lot. but no one tells him but me. so he continues to think he is the invincable shit. ajkfhdsf anywaysss. i think im going to sci fi tonight? that or possable a movie. either way i have a ride. maybe ill try both. 15 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

haha [28 Apr 2005|07:36pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | sienfeld ] If You Ruled the World: by oomarilynmonroe Username national religion Jane BuddhistMuslimCatholicJewishProtestantAtheistAgnostic"yourname"ism!SexismAdult SwimismWiccaPaganismTarantinoism Type of Government CommunismDemocracyFacismAnarchy(I know this doesn't exactly make sense)RawlsismFuedal SystemMonarchy How you take over You are voted into powerYou lead a millitary uprisingYou lead a slave uprisingYou string together a post apocalyptic societyYour father was king You would name it You would overthrow mudhler Your second in command would be xounlovedxo Your sex slave is hitlerpunksprty Commander of the military: blissful_apathy Put to death for insubordination xpoisonxcandyx Figure head in the puppet government heart_of_daje You are overthrown by perpetual_agony Quiz created with MemeGen! 2 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

FUCK [28 Apr 2005|08:40am] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | jkladskjlfkj ] ok. my mom saw josh's IMs to me. cause i didn't have an away message up. and. she talked to betty's mom. and the school. so. fuck. she might make me transfer schools. so. fuck. if one person gives me shit today. they are dead. i'm not strong. but. if you piss me off. .. 5 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

this is so gay. shut the fuck up no one cares! [25 Apr 2005|02:54pm] [ mood | DIP ahhhhh ] [ music | infatuated ] Juggalohavok10: yo u are a faggit u cant do shit i would like to see that and wat are u trying to say u are gay agin and u don't know shit about me anymore betty will kick your little scronny ass Auto response from AbaNdONeDBreAth: don't start shit with me and maybe i wouldn't be so mean... but i was just telling the truth >.< Juggalohavok10: u need to grow up to reality u want to go to heaven u have to stop doing wat u do Juggalohavok10: its fucking anoying and if u or your freinds call my house or my familys house or bettys u will regret it. DON;T EVER call me agin u fucking faggit. AbaNdONeDBreAth: you made a girl cry at my house AbaNdONeDBreAth: that is crossing the line AbaNdONeDBreAth: and i thinks it is cute that you'd let your gf fight for you AbaNdONeDBreAth: go die 6 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

this is what happens when you piss me off. [25 Apr 2005|02:31pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | faggot faggots faggots faggooots ] ( He haddddd to start this up again. )</p>   what can i say? little things go boom. Bit3 M3!

does anyone understand what this guy types? i cant even attempt to pick that apart. [25 Apr 2005|02:17pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | haha he's gay ] Juggalohavok10: stopp acting so helpless and saying hasing if u get in their face that is harass u should know that u stupid bitch i guss u are a no good bisexal agin Auto response from AbaNdONeDBreAth: the eternal sunshine of a spotless mind. AbaNdONeDBreAth: stop lying to your gf. pretending to be things your not like a juggalo, a skin head, a racist, and a red neck. stop making threats you cant live up to. stop trying to type. your to stupid. you can't spell the word stop. stop being gay. the truth is no one likes you. no one i know that knows you that i have ask about you has said anything good. they all hate you and think you're annoying, except for betty...for now. just stop faking your life. to harsh? anyone care to agree? 5 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

everybody. slowly. racing. towards. death. [10 Apr 2005|01:12pm] [ mood | suck ] [ music | let go let go... ] i fucking hate you. flkdsajlkfdsak everyone just leave me alone. everything. just. hurts. did i ask you? no. fuck off. die die. damn. ill be happy. ill be a sunspot one day. till then ill caress the moon. singing monotone lullabies of breaking glass and children cries i need someone who would choose me over anyone else. i need to die. there is no perfect love song. but perfect ones to make you cry. am i rhyming? damn damn. screw this all. ignore me please. pretend im dead. im just the fly on the wall. someone squash me. i bet i bleed black and orange and blue. what a i saying. help me out of my head. fuck fuck fuck. die. i wanna be beautiful. nothing is ever enough. go fuck yourselves. im done. *This is love.* BULLSHIT. 5 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

there's no way...cause you can't pay. [06 Apr 2005|07:09pm] [ mood | i think i may be dieing. slow. ] [ music | all you need is love...moulin rouge ] i think we all have bad days all together. and then we all take it out on each other. that's what friends are for. 2 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

changed? [29 Mar 2005|08:25pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | american idol.. ] tell me what you think of my journal.. NOW. 14 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

sexed [26 Mar 2005|02:45pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | shit and shit ] ! YOU HAVE BEEN SEXED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much lovin' (or maybe they do!) and, SEX THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can sex the person who sexed you, of course. 2- You can sex the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should sex in public! Be adventurous, damnit. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender sexing, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitly get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don’t take this too personally." 12 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

OMFG EEWW [23 Mar 2005|04:25pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | ewwww ] ok. sry bout that promo. i hope nobody clicked on the link. cause people joined and are postin. just. eww. nasty shit. so yeah. dont go there! >.< sorry. i didnt know! 11 T33th M4rks| Bit3 M3!

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